mmm i love u darling. isn't it amazing how people put their faith in things other than god? i put my faith in you. without you im lost darling but now am found. thats what my ex said to me. now i say to you love, cos i love u so...
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I just realised something, darling. Spending forever with you... It's not enough. Is there such a thing as more than forever?
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my love, my eternal love, my soul hungers for thee. each time beloved, i holdth thee in my arms i feel love and loved. each time i gazeth deeply into thy eyes i seeth a beautiful soul. each time i placeth my mouth against thy tender lips i feel endless rapture. each time we are together we become eternity, one with everything, we become the boundless sea, the infinite sky, the ageless sun, the fair moon. tredforth beloved into my waiting heart, spurn not my humble love, but be bathed in its purity and boundlessness, and know that i am with thee till the end of time, holding thee close, protecting thee, loving thee. my love, my eternal love, oh how my soul hungers for thee...
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"i'm at the conrad now. it's freaking opulent. wah... i want to get married le! will you marry me my love?"such beautiful words... i want to keep it with me forever :)
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darling, do you know how scared i am everytime you're so quiet? do you know it really makes me wonder... what's going through that head of yours...
and i'm so afraid, that the quietness you go through, is to slowly think through, how to tell me... tell me that you don't love me anymore... that you don't want me anymore...
darling.... please.... i'm so scared....
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darling, my wonderful darling,
do you know how much i love it when you tell me sweet little things? it makes me feel so loved, so wanted. i'm doing the best i can to describe it, because really, i doubt it can be described. i love it when you stroke my hair, hold my waist, touch my hand, kiss me gently... it brings me back to the time when we were both new at this, and shy... it makes me so, so happy that i feel i could burst any minute.
i remember that day where we were stuck under the hdb block, and it was raining heavily. my maid brought down the umbrellas for us, and you told me not to use mine because... because you want an excuse to hold me. do you know, when you said that, i was almost exploding with happiness?
at night, i imagine that you're with me in bed, stroking my hair, holding my hair to your heart... and i listen to your heartbeat, and it matches mine... you lean in to kiss me, softly, gently, holding me close to you. all i want to do every night, my love, is to snuggle up close to you, to fall asleep in your arms.
i could never ever live without you in my life, my love. and now, i'm here in my sisters room, and it's raining outside. all i want now, in this moment, is for you to be here with me... and keep me warm...
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happy fifth, my darling.
i love you so much.
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